Finally, i can talk about it.
but i stl need to end it with a joke to cover all the scars.
i m so scare for u to see how hurt it was.
and the fact is, it still hurt, sometimes.
ya, i m ok.
i think, despite the fact tat i still love to be emo.
but there is no way i want to put myself bec to tat situation again,
cz it hurts, cz it scares me off, cz i hv no time to restart my life again.
all i can do now is,
emo whenever i want,
cry whenever i want,
and then keep walking.
so,
when u see me next time,
no matter where,
ask me for a smile,
give me a kiss on forehead,
when i frown.
cz i need it.
cz i m so lost...
